First he belittles my anxiety/panic, then he continues to tell me I can’t be sad/upset/depressed because I always appear “happy.”
Nothing pisses me off more than people who criticize anxiety and say “it’s all in your head.” I KNOW THAT. But my heart racing at 120 is real, the dizziness is real, sweaty palms is real, my mind going blank is real.
It’s much more complex, much less controllable.
Then he said “I see you everyday, and you’re never sad.”
-_- seriously? Living inside of my head is utter hell. & just because I don’t go around announcing my every emotion/feeling doesn’t mean I’m not suffering.
I left college last week to go home because my OCD was literally driving me mad. Did I tell anybody that was why? NO
Some people suffer in silence. People are just blind to it.